stop la titas cepattttt

adehh.
mengantok tahap giga nak tahan diorg siap buat titas nih

part aku da abeh.

nak tido blehh takkk??

wuwu :(

:: aduyai pompuan PART II

ok laa kn. post dari part I tuh sbenanye dr sorg pompuan yg akutak kenal.

tp kenal nama je dan denga cerita2 pasal dia.

aku denga cerita pasal dia melalui boyfie dia la.

alkisahnya bkn aku sorg yang lepak ngn boyfie dia kan

ramai-ramai.

pastu ada one day ni kitorang sume plan nak hike broga hill.

pastu nak gi gabai mandi air terjun.

for fun la wei, kitorg dah plan byk kali tak jadi kot before ni.

pastu rupa-rupanya si membe aku ni ckp pompuan ni mintak break ngn dia.

sbb nya apa je?

sbb nak gi broga. 

lepas kitorg balek from broga tu sume pengsan sampai pagi esok.

aku pon sama.

pagi esok aku cek home facebook. ada la status pompuan tu,

sepertimana dalam part I yg aku post before ni.

well girl, sorry to say ar.

tp ko punya hal aku taknak campur.

memang aku dah tercampur sikit la sbb aku antara member boyfie dia.

tp setakat lepak je pon apa la sgt.

jangan la pressure sgt ko punye boyfie tu.

untung je dia nak stay ngn ko lg tau lepas 5 taun.

yg takleh blah tu dia ckp nk suh pompuan tolong sama pompuan

hello, aku tak kenal ko. aku lg kenal membe aku.

asal lak aku nk tolong ko tp last2 ko jugak salahkan kitorg?

aku rasa pompuan ni psycho ar.

seriously.

agak2 la jugak. sampai nak doa ktorang dapat pembalasan pe sume.

pastu tetibe balik dari kelas ktorg update status balas status dia tu.

then ktorg perasan pompuan ni gi block kitorg sume from fb dia.

padahal dia yg add kitorg sume. aduyai pompuan. pelik!

pastu dye tweet plak.

"xde masa la nak layan budak2 pre-mature ni"

amboih3. skang ni sapa yg pre-mature beb?

agak2 la. dia ada pikir ke rasional dia buat sume tu erk?

yang boyfie dia sampai nk menangis-nangis sbb dia ni dia x sedar pulak?

gilo apo eh?

:: aduyai pompuan PART I

"Aku tak paham dengan spesis perempuan yang tak faham perasaan perempuan. Perempuan yang tak boleh nak respect perempuan lain semata hanya sebab laki. Kalo bkn kita sesama perempuan yang tolong kita,siapa lagi? Harini hari aku. Jangan risau,aku tak berhenti berdoa utk hari kau juga. Masa tu jangan nak cari kaum sejenis kau untuk minta tolong"

atas ni status panas fb sorang pompuan yg aku kenal x kenal gitu. tp mcm demm gak ah kn bahasa dia.

aduyai pompuan. ko nk update status agak2 la der. emosi terlebih. mmg ko period tiap2 ari ke ape? KO IGT AKU NAK SGT LAKI KAU? aku pon ade laki ahhh. duhhhh =__="

lg sambungan on part II.

:: missing you

i just need to say that i miss you.

but distance forbid me from showing it.

and it's just too heavy carrying that feeling inside.

:: hey you.

Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby 

There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby 

Just like the clouds,  

my eyes will do the same if you walk away  

Everyday, it will rain, 

rain, rain

:: ini lagu feveret zaman ini

denga lagu ni aku sengih sorang2. bia xde org dedicate pon kt aku.

tp x pe, anggap je ade org dedicate. HAHA

:: kelua bersama mereka :)

ok smalam hari berjalan-jalan bersama membe2.

naseb baek ade kete kn.

ok aku lupe kitorg g mane.

ohhh! midvalley larh. haha

ramai gile nk mati org. aih aih. jalan terlampau jalan sampai termiss asar. gilo apo.

masok2 surau, surau dah pnoh ngn org yg nk ready smayang maghrib. redha mcm tu jela fly asar aku.

misi semalam mencari slim bag bf dila punye. nk survey harga tu mmg alamak la kn.

dgn mid yg terlampau kecik tu,ngaa~

tp akhirnya jumpe jugak dkt padini.

pastu misi kedua, carik baju aku.

and aku pelik apehal la dila excited sgt suh aku beli baju pompuan? duhh.

maksud aku dye asek pilih yg feminin nye type. aku nk yg biasa2 je.

pastu dye ckp, ko skang ni mane bley pakai tshirt2 da. pakai yg ni plak.(sambil tayang baju ade renda).

HAHAHA. mcm haram jadah nye dila.

ok fine la nk suh aku feminin sket. jgn la nk tetibe drastik sgt kot.

ok done with that, otw nk balek tu naek kete an

aku dok blakang ngn nazi. nazi belah kanan aku.

pastu ade la sampai traffic light tu aku mengelamun,

alahh, mcm biasa la aku! mmg hobi mengelamun! hehe.

pastu aku toleh belah kiri aku, ade satu kete ni. ade 2 org mamat lam tu. diorg pandang aku. 

aku pon pandang la diorg. pulak tu yg seat seblah driver tu comel plak kn. 

siyes mcm crush aku time matrix dulu! sbb kt matrix dulu life pakai baju kemeja je kn. heheh.

pastu nazi tego. haaa sheeqa. ko pandang mane tu? HAHAH. kantoi.

fon kt tgn aku tgk name dye plak msj. isk3 sheeqa, jgn nakal2 ye. 

:: sampai upm

hello world!

hari ni baru larat nak ber blogging la.

aku da sampai UPM terchenta 6 aibln sbb ade keje fakulti nak kena buat.

so keje meeting jela haha. sgt ade life aku ni kn? haih.

junior students sampai 7 aibln.

aku igtkan aku tader rumet doo. tetibe sampai sorang budak ni masok bilik aku.

haha. akak sheeqa akak sheeqa~ kelaka.

xpe, aku dah cut that "akak" out. bg dye pggil aku sheeqa je. hehh.

btw sape2 yg jadik akak fasi abg fasi tuh, goodluck la ye saye ucapkan.

this year juniors nerd kata diorang. lantak la. kalo ade ensem pon ape aku kesah.

aku loyal. hahah

sampai2 je baaaaanyak kali gile denga lagu stereo hearts main. 

aku denga jela. hahah. rinduuu.

erm, aku tertinggal spek kt umah akak aku la pulak. 

da la mata asyik pedih sbb tetibe flu plak.

xpe,, kadang2 je ngadap lappy kannn.

ohh!

sape nak bg dwet kt aku? nk beli slipper nih. aih aih.

nk jugak converse baru dark colour plak. 

skang nye mcm kaler light sgt. x best and x kool sgt.

rindu corby la. tett.

malam ni meeting cancel. esok nye slot bersama fakulti dengan persatuan aku pon cancel. 

great. aku dtg awal nk bincang for nothing.

tp x pela, dpt la pk hal SBF cpt2.

banyak nk kne settle. ok sheeqa. keje bia ikhlas ok? :)

:: perbualan mak ngan anak

td petang mak aku suh aku cangkulkan tanah ntok dye

time tu aku baru je duduk tepi beranda nk ketip kuku.

then pegi la cangkul2 tu baru separuh jalan aku da semput. haha

aku : adey x larat. x cukup ni ank bongsu pompuan je, nk kne ade ank bongsu laki gk.

mak aku : **** cm mane? nnt suh **** jela nnt. ke dye pemalas?

aku : (cpt2 aku back up) eyh dye rajen la umi.

mak aku :  hmm. ye ke? ntah2 x dapat kt kite la. kot2 jumpe sheeqa laen ke pulak.

aku : eyh jgn. bia jadi la.

mak aku : hmm, bia jd la.

aku ckp lam ati : yeayy! dpt green light dr mak beb! yahuuuu! HAHAHA

sengih2 la aku pastu. keh keh keh. kelaka pulak. :D

:: Salam Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

maaf zahir dan batin.

that's the word yg kite slalu denga bile tiba 1 Syawal kannn?

this year was not like last year punye raye.

my sist raye kt batu pahat.

so, x complete laa kami d sini.

anak buah kurang sorang.

pulak tu yg paling byk ckp plak yg tader.

to aufa kashfiya nun d sana. cpt2 la balek! su nk wi duit raye ni! hehe

beraya dgn aino la aku taon ni.

next year la plak raye ngn corby. haha

kesian tuan punya aino aku rampas aino dye.isk3. sedih2.

and btw, kpd yg anta msj raye kt aku

sorry bebyk weh sbb aku tuka fon so, num korang aku x knal sape2.

aku men reply je pe yg patot. eheh.

meh ler raye kt uma aku! knal tak kt mane? knal x? 

ok sesape nk raye uma aku kne msj luh aku siap ready red carpet ag wa ckp lu! kih3

ok lastly..

SALAM AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

p/s : taon ni tema purple, kt sane kaler biru. ishhk x match pulak. HAHA

:: part time job sgt best kali ni.

no need to story much.

but i felt so reluctant to leave my part time job now. heh

4 more days to go.

it's so weird though.

but like people said, setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan.

this is the nicest part time job i've ever done.

we're like one big family.

hari-hari adalah hari gelak sedunia di Salem Aziz Textiles.

love all of you guys.

even there are so many scandalism in there.

sampai bersegi2, ber'warning2' gtu. adui.

hahaha. kadang2 idop ni jgn siyes sgt

nnt tensi. haha

until next time we'll meet again for God willing.

:: kami bercuti dgn gumbiraaa!

. depan kedai makan .

 

. ngan abah dan umi tersayang .

 

. yeah, sape lagi kan? .

 

. aku rasa aku lg cantek dr bunga. boleh tak? haha .

 

. sis-in-law with her son, ahmad hasif asyraf and our niece, aufa kashfiya .

 

. agak2 aku ikot muka sape? .

 

. depan kedai kt ladang teh .

 

. ni gamba aku amek hehe .

 

. farisya amalin yg chumeyl .

 

. umi post semangat! .

 

from left : aufa, abe khairul, sist, abah, umi, kak tiey, farisya, hasif, abe anam

 

. tambah aku nyelit situ .

 . dengan umi laa .

 . husband and wife till ever .

 . a family here .

 . a family there .

 . but me? ayah su mana? not yet mehh. hehe .

 . this is my 2nd brother with his family .

 . lepak pas mkn waffle yg erhhh sedap tp muak la pulak .

 . aku suke gamba ni sbb aufa! .

. all ladies except for the front one. hehe .

yarghh. this is the 1st time i went to Cameron Highlands

it's pretty awesome eventhough it looks like a lame place for me

maybe because i've never been there before

but it's a nice place for a family vacation.

aku rasa aku baru ada 6 org anak buah.

tp dah stat tertuka2 nama dah.

da tuh sume nama nk dekat2

pulak tu nama sensorg bkn senang nk pronounce

bila dah tgh kelam kabut abes la terklua senarai nama anak2 buah tros.haha

ade la jugak terklua sebut "ayah su"

even ayah su doesn't even exist..YET.

tp mmg cukup wat sume org gelak la bila 2x tersasul nk panggil ayah su.

haha. bila dok ramai2 mcm ni

baru aku terasa rupa2nya aku sorg lg x kawen.

mak aih. bila mak aku tanye nk calon mcm mane.

aku jadik berdebar-debar.

takot mak aku carikkan calon weyy! gile la bai.

tp rilek ar, muda lg. haha

aku slalu ckp kt mak aku.

susah la nk carik yg baik, beriman, able to respect family, educated and..putih. HAHA

sbb aku da mmg gelap, kena la carik yg putih ha~

wtv it is, there's a long way to go.

aku ade belikan souvenir ntok sesape yg aku igt time bercuti ni.

tp ade 2 bln lebih lg nk bawak g UPM.

simpan jela dulu kn.

tp time ni abg sulong aku n family x dpt join

sbb dye bz ngn keje n stuffs

hope len kali dpt pegi lg with whole family! :)

:: best cousins award winning goes to...

 from left : nany, k.nuyul, kakcik, aku, affan, e-mat, abg long

waa..
all these times i just keep updating private blog and this blog is abandoned?
hahah, poor you wahai blogku.
suddenly awaken by these picts.
i just wanna write here, eventhough we don't have any DSLR,
but all these picts came out nicely.
of course it made us terbahak2 mcm org gile time tgk picts ni balek kn.hehh
and sorry kak cik.
u'r cam da masok pasir sket time tuh coz we jumped like crazy bustards
at the beach during a night. haha

but that night was really a history. real history.
you guys are the most amazing cousins i've ever had.
thank you for main masak2 with me time kecik2 dulu.
buat syampu gune daun bunga raya tumbuk2 sampai lumat then mandi kt paip depan umah che.
main kawin2 pon ade. tp time tu aku kawen ngn sape erk? affan ke emat? hahaha
bengong la kalo ingat balek oyy.
abg long da remaja time tu slalu buli affan gemok!
wah, affan da kurus since pindah sarawak kn kn dulu? hehe
then u'd been a real player ha. mentang2 da kurus =_="
sbb ade you guys la kite bole buat gegak umah che setiap kali time raya.
lawan mercun ngn jiran seblah sampai bertekak2 xmo kalah.
kalo tido je, tido reramai kt ruang tamu.
bile da tido ade jela yg bangun nk jd hantu konon nk bg org saket jantung.
pastu agak2 petang sket curi2 pegi sawah x bgtau mak bpak.
ahahah. i never gonna forget all those things bengong2 pnah kite bwat luh.

skang da besa da sume,
kak cik da keje, kalo dulu kak cik la the most baik antara kami2 ni.
haha. aku gado ngn nani nk kwn ngn kakcik.
x bole dok diam asek nk gado sajaa.
sape lg nak jd org tgh kalo bkn kakcik. haha
tp skang da matang da bole pk la der. x paya nk gado2 lg.
peace no war baybeyhh. hehe.

nani pon da masok kolej.
emat, affan pon lg la. diorg tua staon dr aku.
of cos ar da blaja kn.
emat uh nampak je muke x gune tp ade la jugak gunenye bile da blaja tu kn.
abe long? hehe, slamat pengantin baru!
da kawen yuhuuu ngn kak nuyul kechik itewww.
hope you guys'll have a better future with a happy happy family yg smakin berkembang nnt.
and kalo nak tau, korang is the coolest pair ever.
sbb da kawen pon bole join kitorg antara bujang2 ini lompat kt pantai malam2. haha

so, hmmmm. sume bile da besa ni mesti bole drive kn?
ape lg pegi la jaoh2 bergegak gumpita kt len plak.
heh. this is the 1st time we really hang out together, a lil bit far from home.
i hope, there's always another time that we can be like this again.
mcm aku ckp td, you guys are awesomeeee! hihi.

p/s : kalo la aku pakai baju proper sket time g jenjalan kt pantai uh mesti aku lompat plg tinggi. =_="

:: learn from experiences

there's a time we finally realize that we've been a fool sometimes on our life before.
but nobody's gonna regret anything of it as someone fool before have become a real person today.
people gets mature gradually during their lifetime and no wonder we've become foolish
sometimes as people do mistakes and finally regrets.
the best teacher other than persons who teach are experiences.

:: a notice

hey there fellows.

i'm away for a month as my home doesn't has network to help me post anything to my blog,

heh,

but, i have no idea to talk about also.

biyanne. 

happy holiday from xxixqa~ ! :)

may peace be upon you..

:: final exam

i am having a final exam right now.
wish me luck okay?
but, 
i wanna wish all of you, good luck on your final exam too. 
hehe, 
exam seasons.
and after all these, i just wanna have dates with dumbo!
can't help it. teehee!
sape lagi kat sini yg minat dumbo angkat tangan!
poreotix rawks owkeyhh. hehe

:: calon suami :)

hey hey hey!
semalam pagi2 buta aku dah call mak aku kat kelantan.
sbb aku baru perasan yg dah seminggu aku tak call dia beb.
adoi. the most busiest week in the year! fuh~
bukan busy apa pun. just, sikit2 kerja yang buat benda jadi banyak.
hmm, 
okey,, pasal call mak.
homaigadd. aku nk jugak cerita dalam blog ni kan.hehe


semalam tu, aku bercerita la kat mak aku, 
aku punya test average je. tak gempak mcm selalu.
eceyh. bia la aku nak berangan 'selalu gempak' pun. apa ko nak kisah? hehe.
pastu mak aku pesan, 'tak nak la average je. nak gempak la. x payah la dok sibuk cari pakwe lagi'.
aku pun cakap la. 'ramai je nakkan org, org je dok pikir pesan umi ni, so org tak approve la sesape. nak single je.'
(okey, ni saja je nak perasan ngan mak aku. biar dia rasa bangga sikit anak dia ramai peminat even memang takde sekor pun. ngehehehehehehehehe^^)
mak aku cakap 'hmm, kalau camtu, nak cari yg macam mana?'
maybe sbb cara aku cakap mcm aku ada certain type yg aku tgh cari la kot.
aku jawab la 'org nak yg dia bole imamkan org everyday time lepas kawin nanti'.
lepas tu mak aku gelak bai! damn~
dia cakap 'hahaha, maksud nya macam mana?
mesti dia ingat aku nak pak ustaz. aisehhh. =_="
aku cakap la 'maksud org, org nak yg boleh bimbing org ke jalan yg benar nanti lepas kawin.'


maksud aku tak semestinya ustaz la bai. asal ada ilmu di dada. itu sudah wow la.
aigooo~ siapa yg tak nak husband mcm gitu. duhh.
aku tak main cari2 calon pakwe ni, cari calon husband terus haaa~ amek ko.
i guess that was the first time i talk secara open with my mom regarding....
calon suami?
urghh. yucks. aku muda lagi la derrrr. rilek laaa. hahaha
heaven la dulu poya2. heh? takde org pun nak poya2 ngan aku? adeh, sedihnya. U_U


okay, i post this because i got so excited that i've said what i've been thinking for these years to my mom. that makes her clearer that her daughter is still single.
and it's tired to explain everything, everytime she asks about my status. =_="


* aku bahasakan diri aku 'org' kat rumah. :)
* i do speak kelantanese with my family but the way i type the conversations, just to make it easier to be understood.

:: why do people be so hypocrite?

do you notice that, when you are mad, you say "it's ok".
do you notice that, when you are angry, you say "i'm not". 
do you notice that, when you are upset, you say "i'm happy enough".
do you notice that, when you are annoyed, you say "yeah, that's great!"
do you notice that, when you worry of something, you say "it's alright".
do you notice that, when you concern, you say "i don't care".


humans tend to be hypocrite rather than to be themselves.
just to make everything seems so right and perfect.
even there is no such thing in this world.
it is the normal way of the earth goes around.


and the best part is..


people can't see my worries.
people can't see my sadness.
people can't see my regrets.
people can't see my real feeling.


just because i do want it to be so right and perfect.
eventhough i really can't.
so, it is concluded that i am hypocrite.


do you?

0204 the birthday.

hari ni dah 6 april 2011 kn? dah sangat lambat nak update pasal birthday.
2 april hari melihat duniakuuu. heheh
tp tetap aku rasa nak coret sikit pasal itu. heh.


minggu yang agak memeningkan dengan segala kerja serta kerja serta kejra. typo.
adeh. sbb tu la mood swing sket kan. hehe. bese la, emo kejap, ok balik. 
having so much fun dgn pergi facial la ape la dgn adila azman kat mines, 1 april.
balik2 je terus terbongkang atas katil, mengadap laptop.
then, satu2 mesej sampai orang2 tersayangs wish birthday tepat pukul 12.00 am.


1st person wish bday aku through phone is nur aqilah mohd sabri. my ex-syst.
2nd person yg wish pulak juge my ex-syst satu lagi, nur fathnin dorizaki.
da lama x contact diorang. sangat terkejut dia ingat bday aku sbb aku x wish pun bday diorang. adehh. evil x? heh.


lagi dan lagi mesej sampai. aku sengih2 je la. dila pulak dah 'mati' kat tepi aku.hehe
then, iqa sampai. tup2 ade orang call. nama dirahsiakan. hehe.
borak punya la borak. dia nak wish birthday kn.
iqa nk cakap ngan aku pun tak dapat. tetibe, krekkkkk~ pintu terbukak, fiza ngan kyla datang bawak kek. chocolate indulgance! aku macam speechless. terpaksa letak phone. sorry to him la x dapat cakap lama.
aihh. terkejut mak nak. aku x expect pun diorang nak beli kek sbb sume macam senyap gila. even aku suka cheese cake sebenarnya, takpe la kan. best jugak. hehe
yg dengar bunyi cengkerik je. krik krik~  haha. ok, lawak yg sukar difahami ye.
err, sgt lewat malam utk makanan heavy duviey mcm nih. adeyy. gemok!
makan3, tido! great la! itu pakatan surprise dari mereka. aihh.


thanks korang sbb spend utk kek serta makanan2 lain! sayang korang muahh3!
this year x dapat hadiah. sob sob sob. tp best sbb happy sgt! ^^


kebetulan bday sama ngan last class bakti siswa. diorang buat surprise lagi.
hahah. again, chocolate indulgance! aduyai. penat mak nak, nk makan indulgence lagi.
tp, mmg sangat2 terkejut and.. segan jugak sebenarnya! 
ada nyanyi2 bday kat kelas baksis. haha. kelakar. 
kita sume baru je rapat kan? tp aku terasa la jugak sedih bila nk say goodbye bila abeh kelas.
perghh, mcm x dapat jumpa dah! adei. thanks to cik sara yg comel serta sempoi~ fasilitator baksis yg superb.
kami sume sayang cik sara.
ada jodoh kita jumpa lagi yeahh!


okay, lastly,
thanks to all yg wish.
yg datang sambut bday aku malam tu, naziey, jasmin, kyla, fiza, dila, iqa. korang mmg kawan yg best sgt3!
paling special wish jarak jauh siap ngan video sekali, si monat, naziey's boy okey.jgn kaco dye. hehe.
utk yg wish dekat fb.
yg wish dekat phone.
yg wish siap salam2, peluk2 lagi.
hahaha. perlu ke mention? adeh.
paling special wish yg buat aku smile sampai ke telinga, 
from my bro, mohd khairul anam. 
and lagi from che hayati, my sis in law. 
and lagi from my mom.
lastly, a great day too celebrating my bday with the most gorgeous sis in the world, nur adilah.
thanks belanja pizza yg best itu! heheehe
terasa nk bela kura2 ni. sape nak hadiahkan aku kura2? T_T


upcoming events :
7 april   : BBQ night with mpp and other board members of pmfsktm.
8 april   : Dinner to celebrate final year students of block, college event.
15 april : Malam Jasamu Dikenang.


plus, 
12 april : english presentation.


duhhhhhhh~ =_="