:: final exam

i am having a final exam right now.
wish me luck okay?
but, 
i wanna wish all of you, good luck on your final exam too. 
hehe, 
exam seasons.
and after all these, i just wanna have dates with dumbo!
can't help it. teehee!
sape lagi kat sini yg minat dumbo angkat tangan!
poreotix rawks owkeyhh. hehe

:: calon suami :)

hey hey hey!
semalam pagi2 buta aku dah call mak aku kat kelantan.
sbb aku baru perasan yg dah seminggu aku tak call dia beb.
adoi. the most busiest week in the year! fuh~
bukan busy apa pun. just, sikit2 kerja yang buat benda jadi banyak.
hmm, 
okey,, pasal call mak.
homaigadd. aku nk jugak cerita dalam blog ni kan.hehe


semalam tu, aku bercerita la kat mak aku, 
aku punya test average je. tak gempak mcm selalu.
eceyh. bia la aku nak berangan 'selalu gempak' pun. apa ko nak kisah? hehe.
pastu mak aku pesan, 'tak nak la average je. nak gempak la. x payah la dok sibuk cari pakwe lagi'.
aku pun cakap la. 'ramai je nakkan org, org je dok pikir pesan umi ni, so org tak approve la sesape. nak single je.'
(okey, ni saja je nak perasan ngan mak aku. biar dia rasa bangga sikit anak dia ramai peminat even memang takde sekor pun. ngehehehehehehehehe^^)
mak aku cakap 'hmm, kalau camtu, nak cari yg macam mana?'
maybe sbb cara aku cakap mcm aku ada certain type yg aku tgh cari la kot.
aku jawab la 'org nak yg dia bole imamkan org everyday time lepas kawin nanti'.
lepas tu mak aku gelak bai! damn~
dia cakap 'hahaha, maksud nya macam mana?
mesti dia ingat aku nak pak ustaz. aisehhh. =_="
aku cakap la 'maksud org, org nak yg boleh bimbing org ke jalan yg benar nanti lepas kawin.'


maksud aku tak semestinya ustaz la bai. asal ada ilmu di dada. itu sudah wow la.
aigooo~ siapa yg tak nak husband mcm gitu. duhh.
aku tak main cari2 calon pakwe ni, cari calon husband terus haaa~ amek ko.
i guess that was the first time i talk secara open with my mom regarding....
calon suami?
urghh. yucks. aku muda lagi la derrrr. rilek laaa. hahaha
heaven la dulu poya2. heh? takde org pun nak poya2 ngan aku? adeh, sedihnya. U_U


okay, i post this because i got so excited that i've said what i've been thinking for these years to my mom. that makes her clearer that her daughter is still single.
and it's tired to explain everything, everytime she asks about my status. =_="


* aku bahasakan diri aku 'org' kat rumah. :)
* i do speak kelantanese with my family but the way i type the conversations, just to make it easier to be understood.

:: why do people be so hypocrite?

do you notice that, when you are mad, you say "it's ok".
do you notice that, when you are angry, you say "i'm not". 
do you notice that, when you are upset, you say "i'm happy enough".
do you notice that, when you are annoyed, you say "yeah, that's great!"
do you notice that, when you worry of something, you say "it's alright".
do you notice that, when you concern, you say "i don't care".


humans tend to be hypocrite rather than to be themselves.
just to make everything seems so right and perfect.
even there is no such thing in this world.
it is the normal way of the earth goes around.


and the best part is..


people can't see my worries.
people can't see my sadness.
people can't see my regrets.
people can't see my real feeling.


just because i do want it to be so right and perfect.
eventhough i really can't.
so, it is concluded that i am hypocrite.


do you?

0204 the birthday.

hari ni dah 6 april 2011 kn? dah sangat lambat nak update pasal birthday.
2 april hari melihat duniakuuu. heheh
tp tetap aku rasa nak coret sikit pasal itu. heh.


minggu yang agak memeningkan dengan segala kerja serta kerja serta kejra. typo.
adeh. sbb tu la mood swing sket kan. hehe. bese la, emo kejap, ok balik. 
having so much fun dgn pergi facial la ape la dgn adila azman kat mines, 1 april.
balik2 je terus terbongkang atas katil, mengadap laptop.
then, satu2 mesej sampai orang2 tersayangs wish birthday tepat pukul 12.00 am.


1st person wish bday aku through phone is nur aqilah mohd sabri. my ex-syst.
2nd person yg wish pulak juge my ex-syst satu lagi, nur fathnin dorizaki.
da lama x contact diorang. sangat terkejut dia ingat bday aku sbb aku x wish pun bday diorang. adehh. evil x? heh.


lagi dan lagi mesej sampai. aku sengih2 je la. dila pulak dah 'mati' kat tepi aku.hehe
then, iqa sampai. tup2 ade orang call. nama dirahsiakan. hehe.
borak punya la borak. dia nak wish birthday kn.
iqa nk cakap ngan aku pun tak dapat. tetibe, krekkkkk~ pintu terbukak, fiza ngan kyla datang bawak kek. chocolate indulgance! aku macam speechless. terpaksa letak phone. sorry to him la x dapat cakap lama.
aihh. terkejut mak nak. aku x expect pun diorang nak beli kek sbb sume macam senyap gila. even aku suka cheese cake sebenarnya, takpe la kan. best jugak. hehe
yg dengar bunyi cengkerik je. krik krik~  haha. ok, lawak yg sukar difahami ye.
err, sgt lewat malam utk makanan heavy duviey mcm nih. adeyy. gemok!
makan3, tido! great la! itu pakatan surprise dari mereka. aihh.


thanks korang sbb spend utk kek serta makanan2 lain! sayang korang muahh3!
this year x dapat hadiah. sob sob sob. tp best sbb happy sgt! ^^


kebetulan bday sama ngan last class bakti siswa. diorang buat surprise lagi.
hahah. again, chocolate indulgance! aduyai. penat mak nak, nk makan indulgence lagi.
tp, mmg sangat2 terkejut and.. segan jugak sebenarnya! 
ada nyanyi2 bday kat kelas baksis. haha. kelakar. 
kita sume baru je rapat kan? tp aku terasa la jugak sedih bila nk say goodbye bila abeh kelas.
perghh, mcm x dapat jumpa dah! adei. thanks to cik sara yg comel serta sempoi~ fasilitator baksis yg superb.
kami sume sayang cik sara.
ada jodoh kita jumpa lagi yeahh!


okay, lastly,
thanks to all yg wish.
yg datang sambut bday aku malam tu, naziey, jasmin, kyla, fiza, dila, iqa. korang mmg kawan yg best sgt3!
paling special wish jarak jauh siap ngan video sekali, si monat, naziey's boy okey.jgn kaco dye. hehe.
utk yg wish dekat fb.
yg wish dekat phone.
yg wish siap salam2, peluk2 lagi.
hahaha. perlu ke mention? adeh.
paling special wish yg buat aku smile sampai ke telinga, 
from my bro, mohd khairul anam. 
and lagi from che hayati, my sis in law. 
and lagi from my mom.
lastly, a great day too celebrating my bday with the most gorgeous sis in the world, nur adilah.
thanks belanja pizza yg best itu! heheehe
terasa nk bela kura2 ni. sape nak hadiahkan aku kura2? T_T


upcoming events :
7 april   : BBQ night with mpp and other board members of pmfsktm.
8 april   : Dinner to celebrate final year students of block, college event.
15 april : Malam Jasamu Dikenang.


plus, 
12 april : english presentation.


duhhhhhhh~ =_="