days feel like years

actually i really hope that time will past fastly.

we know that "time flies" like we always said.

but for me here is like years.

yeah,, days feel like years.

waiting for my semester break to end without doing anything...

either than facing twitter and Facebook every minutes every times everyday.

i mean, 24-7. haha

my only choice is social networking or watching movies on laptop. that's all.

i don't have any feeling on going out either.

i do save a little amount of money before this just in case,
to go out with the one i wanted.

but, because of certain problems, i think the money is useless now.

so, i just pray that this semester break will end faster.

hmm. waiting is painful right?

really painful if we aren't sure of when do we have to stop.

don't know of what exactly are we waiting, the destination.

even we know what're the purposes.

somehow, it gives people hopes.

hopes that the heart won't break, the wishes all come true.

the prayers are all being answered by The Almighty.

yeah the desire of the needs.

and patience is the core of waiting.

it's a combination of patience, desire and hopes.

and that's why people do wait 

for something they always wanted the most, or loved.

with patience and never giving up the hopes.

and now i'm hoping on something, 

i hope Allah heard my voices, my tears.

and will give me what's the best.

i know this is a test for me.

and i know Allah don't give a test to whom He didn't trust in.

and i know He believes that i can go through this.

but i'm still asking for a lot of strength from Him.

because i know, i can't go through this without His will.

i hope this will end sooner, and i can smile again...freely.

and never being a fake happy one again.